I've noticed this, in connection with the rules I've been playing with in getting these pieces written and published, and also in connection with my life over the past several years: I find making rules scary. It's scary because when you decided you're playing soccer, you can't at the same time play football.
But what if football is better? Better to not decide.
Am I the only one who hears voices like that?
In recent days, though, I am also seeing a converse come into clearer and clearer focus: Once you decide that you are playing soccer, you can start to relax. Now you don't have to worry about playing football anymore. Now you can just play soccer.