The practice of energy has been enlivening beyond all expectations, because whatever expectations I had came from my mind, and since I couldn't conceptualize the feeling of clean energy flow, there was no way to imagine what the practice of feeling everything would feel like. The idea that it was something I could learn and practice and get better at and see in my day-to-day life and see expand in my day-to-day life was not something I could have previously understood.
Though this z.d. harkens back to a time already eight months into my work with Jerry, from my current perspective, everything I'm talking about here was still incredibly new. When I came back across this z.d. a couple of days ago, it left me agape--the feelings expressed here seem so long ago now, and yet at the same time remain incredibly salient.